Out of this World

Image: Valerian Entertainment.
Everybody nervous?
Get strapped in and buckle up…! 

In attraction of the planet, we entered, 
flickering lights, magical in surrender.
In the twists of gravity’s void and fall, 
we were starry, spectral glows of it all.

It seemed only nanoseconds of time, 
as body, mind and spirit, entwined.
The oblivion, in a centrifugal force,
twisting, spinning spheres on course. 

Seemingly ‘Out of this World’ at night, 
multi coloured transition of neon lights. 
Waltzing energy, passions and pleasure.
Topsy turvy; electrically fired treasures.

A little mysterious, a pre-empted risk, 
a state of mind, for an adrenalin fix. 
‘Go on’ she urged, please tell me more,
of creepy Haunted Houses, of doors’

'Glimpsing scary shapes at a distance,
in dread, but focused in our persistence.
Imagining all horrors of skulls and gore, 
tip toeing quietly, but screaming for more’

A sensory barrage of smells and sounds, 
a little dangerous, how thrills were found.   
Sugar candy, popcorn, hot dogs or fries?
tossing soft balls, to win fluffy gala prize. 

Carousels and Giant Teacups of pleasure, 
Ferris Wheel spins in ‘Fun Fair‘ of leisure.
As the Dodgems ‘rolled up’ to Brum town,
‘Fair’ enough, we’d loved, ups and downs. 

From these treasured memories as a kid,
recalling the epic thrills that Fun Fair’s give. 
Victoria Healing ~ 4.4.2022
Out Of This World

How to be happy?

Buy more Fun Fair tickets

It was the Easter FUN FAIR in Stechford, Birmingham, plenty years ago!

*Insert Sad Music*

Then we saw it, now we don’t

The First Fairground Showmen in Stechford, UK.



Life Saver

Image: Cirque du Soleil  Oh n”O”! Don’t worry, with your bestie by your side, you can conquer anything!

Therapist: Have you ever worried tha..
Pisces: Yes 

She didn’t know, if she was coming or going,
but she’d always had that intuitive knowing. 
Imagining all possible scenarios in her head,
it always appeared, that she was being led. 

One minute up, the next minute down, 
sometimes a smile, sometimes a frown. 
Her Piscean tails were my guiding light,
steering me safely, through darkest nights. 

Never letting anyone burst our bubbles,
if they did, they’d be in all kinds of troubles. 
Our fragile mermaid, beached on dry land,
if you were a spectator, you’d understand. 

She heard the entrancing, mysterious calls,
across divine waves, as they’d rise and fall. 
Pushing and pulling her, from left to right,
over squalling, foam seas, of waters in life. 

Journeying on, through time and space,
setting sail for some new exciting place. 
Guided by moons full of mystical dreams,
‘nothing’ can be as controlled as it seems. 

She told me:
‘There’s a lifebuoy and an anchor at hand,
when setting rudder over ocean to dry land.
There is no beginning and a never end,
understand the ‘circle’ is your best friend’  
Victoria Healing ~ 17.3.2022
Beach Yourself 

In dedication to my beautiful Piscean Mom.

Image: Circus du Soleil ‘Celebrating the most vital element of life looking on yourself in water as a mirror 

circus cirque du soleil beautiful mirror

Inspired by the Cirque du Soleil Show about ‘O’

In O, the story is about the water of life itself, how it bears us up, encompasses us as we live on dry ground, overpowers us, continues us, lastly suffocates us.


circus cirque du soleil life saverImage: Cirque du Soleil ‘O’ Life Saver

In Numerology ‘0’ is the Alpha (beginning) and Omega (the highest) as there is no beginning and no end. In this sense, a circle represents eternity.

Pisces season 

Wander Land

Image: Steve Thomas Jones
Wander Land 
Picturing the majestic forests of trees,
all stress was gone and heart put at ease.
Wandering down a path of fond memories,
as a daughter of Welsh descendants.

How could one possibly, simply express, 
those delightful feelings of happiness.
Peaking mountains of the green and wild,
all city life deleted with nature reconciled. 

Precious trips with Mom to visit my Celtic family,
childhood days, made me lighthearted, happy.
The lands of poet; Dylan Thomas and Tom Jones,
and of the glorious golden daffodils back home.

The corner shops, the warmth of hospitality,
seas of blue bells, amidst olde oaks in valley. 
Chopping seas, the cool winding streams, 
in reminiscing; this is what Wales means to me.

Visualising myself amongst these lovely things,
to remember what this memorial day brings.
A reminder of my angelic Mom, now today,
and that it should have been her birthday.

Happy Heavenly Birthday Mom,
time slips by and life has gone on. 
But from our hearts you’ve never gone.

We think about you always,
and we talk about you too.
We have so many happy memories,
but we wish we still had you. 

Always loved, forever missed.
Until we meet again 

‘Obsessed by our childhood tales, we spend our lives searching for our magic door back to our lost wonder lands ‘


‘My beautiful Wales is awash with Bluebells and the odd Daffodil. I think they compliment each other beautifully. Taken at Ten Acre Wood, Margam’ ~ Steve Thomas Jones

Heaven Scent


Heaven Scent

It had been a dreadful choice,

but she’d had no voice.

We facing our ultimate test,

to give our darling furry baby rest.

That pleading look in her eyes;

we couldn’t ignore or deny.

She was so tired and weary,

we were despairing and teary.

That dreaded day had come,

this most painful deed was done. 

We broken hearted; then next morning,

behold, a scented message came pouring.

as if to say;

‘Don’t fret, mom, I haven’t gone away’

That floral, honey, sweet aroma,

our spirits, were uplifted, sobered.

The fragrance of Jasmine, sensual, exotic, 

we have never forgotten it. 

Now, each year on the anniversary of Roxy’s passing,

that Jasmine tree blooms, as if ‘ever lasting’ 

Today, as, I now smell this scent,

I remember that it is, Heavenly sent.

Victoria Healing ~ 16.2.2022



Our hearts were broken on this day, February 16, a year ago, when we lost our beautiful gypsy princess ‘Roxy’

We never really “get over” the loss of our furry babies, but we learn how to better cope with it. There’s not a single day that we haven’t missed you … 

Roxy Healing

26.12.2008 ~ 16.2.2021

Forever in our Hearts.


Jasmine is considered a symbol of affection and eternal love and to honour the dead.

In India Jasmine is used to honour the dead. Many believe that jasmine is symbolic of divine hope and spirituality.



Extrasensory Perception Through Scent ~ (Clairalience)

When you catch the signature scent of your loved one in spirit or a scent that simply reminds you of time you spent with that person, it could be a sign that his or her spirit is near.


Star Man

David Bowie by David Bowie


Happy Ziggy Birthday to

our Star Man who fell to earth

The Picasso of Pop ~ David Robert Jones OAL, known professionally as David Bowie, was born on this day 8th January (1947) in London, UK and was of Welsh descent. Singer-songwriter and actor. A leading figure in the music industry, Bowie is regarded as one of the most influential musicians of the 20th century. He was acclaimed by critics and musicians, particularly for his innovative work during the 1970s. His career was marked by reinvention and visual presentation, and his music and stagecraft had a significant impact on popular music.

The Man Who Changed the World

In Numerology David’s Life Path 8.1.1947 adds up to 30

Meaning: Creative. Self expression. Diversified. Dramatic.

Seeking perfection. Skilful in the arts. Loves theatres, plays, writing and music. Easily occupying the centre of the stage. Shining as brilliantly as the brightest star and sprinkling a little sparkle into the lives of many.

Master of Reinvention

I’m just a bloke doing his job, and it’s not terribly complicated. What I do is I write mainly about very personal and rather lonely feelings, and I explore them in a different way each time’ ~ David Bowie

Bringing down the wall



Numerology and the Divine Triangle

Dusty Bunker & Faith Javane

Blood Money

Blood Money

Did you know?

Steven didn’t take a single dollar from “Schindler’s List.” He felt it was “Blood Money” because it was making money off of the holocaust. So….he’s has donated every dollar he would have received to groups that educate about the holocaust and fight Anti-Semitism.


We need to teach this story ~ Steven Spielberg

schindlers list hands

This List is Life


“In memory of the countless victims among your people, I ask us to observe three minutes of silence.” ~ Oscar Schindler



In 1993, Yad Vashem awarded Oskar and Emilie Schindler the title “Righteous Among the Nations” in recognition of their efforts to save Jews during the Holocaust at great personal risk. 



‘Spielberg brought to life every nuance of the horror, every emphatic moment in a gut wrenching way..feel for the men and women who faced one of the worst times in the history of human civilisation’


“Because I am proud of being Jewish, I am worried by the growing anti-Semitism and anti-Zionism in the world.” 



“Whoever saves one life, saves the world entire” ~ Oskar Schindler



Behind the Scenes

Behind the Scenes

We’ve laughed, gasped, smiled and cried; 
looking at life through his cinematic eyes. 
We, suspended of our humdrum beliefs,
as iconic instants, of magic he tweaks.

Looking through the mirror, in his eyes, 
pursuing sharks, soldiers, aliens and spies.
Steven Spielberg has that dyslexic gift,
he recognises things, that others miss. 

A puff of thought, an eye steering trace,
precise tuning in, to plot; lights of space.
Pan over there, ‘Who’s calling out’
tilt down, ‘What this movie is all about’

A point of thought, all images in view,
as each camera angle, is zoomed true.
He’s in their mind, he’s in their soul,
planning directions of scenes to flow.

Spatial awareness, ‘presence’ is his key, 
aware of surroundings and their relativity.
Location, distance and personal space,
a master of moods and emotions in face. 
Victoria Healing~ 17.12.2021
Behind The Scenes


Life with learning differences

Steven Spielberg was diagnosed with dyslexia in his 60s. Teachers thought he was lazy, he was bullied by students. He said finding out as an adult he has dyslexia was “the last puzzle piece to a great mystery that I’ve kept to myself.” 


Film Making Style 

I see things others miss.



Once a month the sky falls on my head, I come to and I see another movie I want to make ~ Steven Spielberg 

Moving Miracles

Image: Steven Spielberg ~ ET Movie Fan Page.

Happy Birthday

to the Greatest Movie Maker of all time

Steven Spielberg


Steven Allan Spielberg was born on this day 18th December (1946) in Ohio and is an American film director, producer, and screenwriter.

Stephen needs no introduction, which ever movie is your favourite, each one is a 5 Dimensional human interactive experience. Stephen Spielberg surrounds himself with ordinary people, caught up in something extraordinary.

Steven IS the greatest movie director of all time.


‘The older I get, the more I look at Movies as Moving Miracles’ ~ Steven Spielberg


In Numerology Steven’s birthdate 18.12.1946 adds up to Life-path 32/5.

Meaning: Adventure. Promotion. Resourcefulness. Expansive.

32/5 is the magically powerful number, which can rule people and nations. This number is often associated with ‘Herald of light”. He has  a strong pioneer spirit and innate leadership qualities,. He is a warrior who for right, duty and responsibility, bringing messages of good tidings for the future. He has a desire to see justice done in his life works.

Steven has a philosophical outlook and respects the conventions of the culture in which he lives. He may experience vivid dreams, which he has made note of.

Steven Spielberg, a name that today evokes admiration amongst cinephiles across the world, fought his way to the top by overcoming his disabilities. He suffered from dyslexia all his life that made him the subject of bully amongst his peers. But he never stopped believing in himself and kept pushing his limits to accomplish his goals. His inspirational legacy is a reminder that with hope and self-belief we can conquer all hurdles.

Spielberg said. “Movies really helped me… kind of saved me from shame, from guilt… Making movies was my great escape.” ~ Stephen Spielberg (LA Times)


“I dream for a living.” – Steven Spielberg

We have to listen to our inner voice — the whisper that will guide us’ ~ Steven Spielberg

“I had to help them. There was no choice.“ – Oskar Schindler.

*Note: Oskar Schindler from “Schindlers List” also had the same birth path as Steven Spielberg


The Ghost Whisperer

Image: The Charles Dickens museum
“It is required of every man’ the ghost returned, 
‘That the spirit within him, should walk abroad among his fellow man and travel far and wide and if the spirit goes not forth in life, it is condemned to do so after death’ 
~ Charles Dickens

With magical quill, he spelled dreams,
in a dark world, as bleak as it seemed. 
In black and sodden, cobbled streets,
raggedy children, shuffled on bare feet. 

The smells of neglect and overcrowding,
shadows flicker, loomed, overpowering.  
Polluted with poverty, grunge and grime, 
the hungry gaze of dull, feverish eyes.

Gusts of wind, rattled on broken panes,
swiping smoke off braziers, fiery flames.
In the smut of Victoria's, industrial era,
many, lived in poverty, scarcity and fear. 

The derelict, invisible, trapped bones,
in desolation, the homeless all roamed.  
Great Expectations, were to be had,
when he penned the good, in the bad. 

A true alchemist, of generous and kind, 
wandering about London’s slum’s at night.
The tired bodies slumped against walls,
wrapped in filthy blankets and shawls. 

He wrote about each one with humility,
offering hopes from squalor into dignity.
Where their aspirations, could be real,
freed from the aristocrats, pitiless deals. 

Ghost hunter, hypnotist, wannabe magician, 
with caring heart, penned of epileptic vision.
Bringing joy and benevolence to the sad,
stressing the wrong, in moral evils of bad. 

Invoking spirits of past, future and present,
Charles Dickens taught the miserly a lesson.
‘A Christmas Carol’ published for the greedy,
jangled in changes, for charity of the needy.

More than a century after Dickens has gone,
his empathetic, parables are still passed on.  
A wordsmith who seized our imagination, 
wringing the hearts, of each new generation. 
Victoria Healing ~ 4.12.2021

Image: Charles Dickens

“I will honour Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all the year.” ~ Charles Dickens 


Fact Finder:

Epilepsy and Hypergraphia

Why are there so many writers with epilepsy?



Did you know?

Charles Dickens was an actual, real life ghost hunter

https://www.bustle.com/articles/186345-charles-dickens-was-a-real-life-ghost-buster-and-member-of-the-worlds-oldest-paranormal-research ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀




Top image:

*A Christmas Carol was inspired by the Chorley murderer*



Image: John Atkinson

“No one is useless in this world who lightens the burdens of another.” ― Charles Dickens 

The Origin

Image: Giver of Rainbow Diamond Light

“We walk by faith, not by sight.” -- Paul the Apostle 

The Origin 
There is a sacred divinity within us all,
a still, small voice of tenderness; calls. 
It’s in our ‘hearts, soul and understanding,
our spiritual desires, evermore entrancing.

It’s a longing, we are all yearning to find, 
with devout prayer and meditative mind.
It’s in the psyche, the magic, the mystery, 
an insightful zone, uplifting to perceive.

The truth is, ‘In’ there, it is not with out,
a silence, you will hear, as it may shout. 
In ancient times, it was known as a gift,
whereas today, that seems to contradict?  

Originally, known as, sacred and divine,
now known as evil, distorted over time. 
What, why, when, where did this change,
into the demonic and dread fully strange. 

Hidden in plain sight, the truth is ‘in’ there,
It’s been written in the bible, to be fair. 
From Ezeikel, Paul to Teresa of Avila,
their epilepsy gifts were written so clear.

Links with epilepsy and religion hold a key,
so what has changed in our neuro-theology?
Those ghastly myths and misconceptions, 
were caused by clueless, secular projections.

Condemnation, is the mistaking of the past,
the knowledge of science, should now hold. Fast. 
Victoria Healing ~ 27.11.2021
The Truth is “In” There 
Image: lyla_ab

‘All things must come to the soul from its roots, from where it is planted’.

Saint Teresa of Avila

Bring epilepsy out of the Shadows

Stories of Origin.

‘These ancient stories of epilepsy and spirit possession seem to develop from the Old Testament which later developed into the New Testament However, the study of religious and spiritual symptoms in epilepsy have received relatively little clinical and scientific attention. ~ Gnostic Warrior

There is a long-standing notion that epilepsy and religion are linked,[148] and it has been speculated that many religious figures had temporal lobe epilepsy.



The Biblical connection between epilepsy and demon possession.  




The case lies in the hands of theologians and scientists.